The yankees have me so confused

They are losing 2-0 and bein gone hit in the sixth inning right now and I find myself thrilled that they are on the verge of elimination. I really hate them some place deep in my gut. But I know if they rally and win, i will be happy and cheering for them. I think I also love them someplace deep in my gut. Can someone pleae explain this to me? I know that there at least four highly trained, insightful, thoughtful mental health professionals who are regular readers of this blog. Maybe someone in Pittsburgh can reach out to Murray Charleston and we can get a minyin.